Wow. Long time no blog. Not me laying here with covid and cant sleep..went on instagram , saw a post about someone i used to follow and somehow ended up on blogger. This is a sign. Last i put pen to paper was 2017. Its been a long road. Just read a post I made about my daugher at 6 and how i was not looking forward to the teen years. Y'all he turned 15 just last week and i can honestly say its been a blessing. Like i braced for the worst but this child has been such an Angel. I am so thankful to God.
My youngest is the sweetest 9 year old. My middle child, my son is one I have to keep an eye on. And thats just because i see alot of myself in him and the tendency to get in trouble because you feel like you're smart. Tsk tsk.
Anyway next steps, navigating college plans and all that. Its a learning experience.
Life has been good, fair maybe. I lost my dad a year ago. No day, absolutely no day goes by witnout the thought of him. Death and grief is weird, but I'll write about that another day
Also trying to figure out the next steps in my life. Masters? ( everybody is an NP) , okay what next, diffeent career? Sha praying about it. And just like the isrealites i will not move ulsess the lord says move.
Also what would I do in this life without my husband. A lot of growth in our relarionship, communication is better and Intimacy has helped so much.( I've put in the work mahn) .
So while i nurse covid symptoms and pondee on life i hope i get to journal more often.
Here's to more positives than negatives
